I've a few minutes before they barge into my room for another meeting... I think I've to get more focussed before I start writing something. What a weekend did I have!! Solitude is bliss... My phone wouldn't let me make any outgoing calls coz' god knows where that stupid piece of bill is lost in the chaos pervading all over my drawing room... That is good coz' even out of desperation, if I want to share someone's company I can't ... So, I cooked this wonderful lunch which was any gourmet's delight ;), had shah rukh and Kajol for dinner, dancing and singing with me all night... It was a perfect dinner... The moon, my dreams and I. Sometimes, I start thinking if this is my nature... am I this crab (the cancerian) in total harmony with Solitude, basking in the sunshine in that one world devoid of people, where dreams rule the sky and parade them in all wonderful colours.. where Iam the I, you he and she.. and every soul is just a manifestation of my imagination.. or am I just enjoying lonliness, coz deep down I know I've somebody with me always... Iam this secure kid in his mother's arms who shall so carelessly ask his mom to get lost ... coz he doesn't even fathom the possibility of such a thing happening.... Sometimes I think Iam going crazy... the rest of the time... I don't think :)  ¶ 4:12 AM